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06 August

MySpace. Get it.

 

27 DAYS.

 

MySpace owns.

 
So go get it bitches.
& tell me when you do.
So then we can be friends;
& play under the sunset.
Or not.
But everything's getting moved from my MSN/Live [whatever] Space to there.
Well it already got moved.
So add me =]
Peace & love
Click the heart to view my MySpace profile.

Click the heart to view my MySpace profile.

23 July

billah!

& I'll love you for hating me

The way I hated you.
 
 
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How are we all?
 
Well nothing much has been happening with me lately. Although I went to som Science Challenge crap the other day & saw a really really cute guy. It was funny as hell. I said something along the lines of, "Where are my people?!" looking for my school.
& he turns around & looks at me funny & I was like "...Uhh hi?" & he smiles muchly & goes "peace" with his fingers. My mate & I were like awww... & then we had to go so I said "bye" & he just smiled lmfao. How cute.
& I found him on MySpace & he's on right now. Except I don't think he'd reply to my comment coz he may be a bit freeked out by what I said. Oops.
But I really don't care coz he knows too many people I absolutely loathe & despise.
 
& that's gotta be the most eventful thing that's happened to me...
 
Hmm...
 
Well I gotta go now.
 
Love, love
<3 shivani xx
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05 July

Punk: define it.

NOTE: Haters don't send me uncreative comments saying that I wish I were punk. Because quite frankly, I'm not even sure the whole "punk" issue is worth hating me for. I don't wish I was punk. I am simply questioning the definition of punk & how society has changed the word around.

Punk.

A word I have heard so many times during the course of my life.

So what does society define it as?

Some say it shouldn't be defined.

Others date it back to "the punk revolution".

A few don't care.

I have written this blog in uttermost confusion.

It's as if everywhere I look, there are girls labelling themselves as a "punk princess".

A punk princess? That's new.

What in the world is a "punk princess"?

A "punk girl" that decided she wanted to be a princess?

Or a mere teenybopper admiring the punk style wishing like hell they were "a punk".

What the fuck?

Punk.

Is punk dead?

Was punk ever alive?

For you to believe that punk was either dead or alive at one stage, you must first be able to define it to your heart's content.

So go on.

Define it for me.

& I am quite aware that I will get hate comments telling me that you can't really define punk &/or it's something that you should not define but leave it to the true punks & what not. I've got those comments before.

Well guess what fuckers?

If you know what a "true punk" is & believe you should leave all the punk-ness to them, tell me what a punk is.

& another thing.

Pop punk music.

I am aware I listen to some music that is labelled as "pop punk".

But I dunno how it got that label.

Or why for that matter.

"The new wave of punk" some call it.

Psh. Whatever.

It's decent music & I like it.

Not because it's the new "in thing".

& for the record, I listen to any music that sounds good. Plus, I don't like to label the music I listen to.

But back to "punk".

If you listen to apparent punk music does that make you "a punk"?

If you decide anarchy is the way to go does that make you "a punk"?

Who in the world decided punks were all anarchists anyway.

Do you not agree, society has changed the word punk around from what it first meant?

If you answered yes, you must be pretty confident about your definition of punk.

Care to share?

Also, what is with this "emo" thing?

Why do people hate the "new style of emo's"?

It's a bit superficial & demeaning.

But in conclusion, everyone is just a mere human.

Not a label.

27 June

wow another blog.

Hello all...
Well I'm at school at the moment & we have a free period. So I got bored & decided to type this blog as I can not go on myspace coz the freaking school blocked it. Jeez.
Yup soo...
It's my mate's birthday today so I just wanna say...
HAVE A FUCKiNG AWESOME TiME BEiNG 16 AMY!!!
She probably won't read this but meh.
Hmm I haven't written in this blog for yonks now. Well everything's changing... Not any of my friends have stayed the same. Well obviously, we are teenagers. But I meant dramatically. Well whatever. I've partially given up on this blog now.
Hmm... LOL Luke Covell from the Sharks actually commented me on myspace. I laughed. It was a funny comment. If you want, go & check it out lol. Well no one else would find it excessively funny.
On another note, parent / teacher was yesterday & we also got our reports. I had a good report. I came first in... IST & Commerce so I was all good. & My English teacher didn't have a go at me in parent / teacher! Funny funny.
So....
Goshers myspace has ruined my life. Such a massive addict now. Not whore.
Well I got nothing else to blog about.... Except I finally have a thing for someone!! After... 10 months!! Wow. Well our school is deprived of good guys. & my mates' mates are just not... Cool lol. Yeah but he has a girlfriend. So scerew that. We'd make a pretty un-co couple anyway. Lol.
Goshers I'm bored again...
Maybe I should end this blog & go ask Danny for my ear phones back. I'm deprived of my iPod!! Not good.
Catchyaz all
<3 shivani xx
27 May

my party was killer <3

So. Where do I start?
Well I shall start by saying that it was my birthday last Friday! [on the 19th] & my party was Saturday. & it was a pretty awesome party if I can say so myself. So not too many people came but the 11 people that were there made it a night to remember. I can't be bothered going into specific details but Jono found love again [he's done so at every single party of mine that he's gone to which is odd], Nikki & Sam told us they have a thing for someone [which many people found surprising], Mitchell F received a very very kinky prank phone call from Mat, I finally ended up talking to Fenech [awesome name <3] & freeked him out, Sarah H admitted she has a thing for Ben & Benson [which Amy & I knew anyway], Sarah A sucked Jono's nose [for the billionth time] & Nadia basically attempted to get gossip from everyone. Hmm it doesn't sound that interesting when it's written but it was bloody awesome. Plus I got wicked gifts [love you all <3].
Jono & Amy are finally going out. He told her he wanted her at my party & Nadia & I convinced him to ask her out. I think it's a bit odd when people are like, "Will you go out with me?" & then that's what makes a guy & a chick go out but meh, people still do it. & many people reckon they make a pretty un-co couple. Well I must admit, it is a bit funny. But seriously, he's had a thing for her for like, 1 year now. Hmm.
Also, my parents are way cool & got me a new phone  it's a Nokia 6280, you know the one all the companies are advertising? Yeah well I've had it for a week & a day but the sim card is still not activated. Lol. Well the phone is pretty rad, you can do black & white photos! Yup, that's basically the only reason I wanted it lol.
& I'm so happy coz test week is over!!! I don't know how I went but I know I can't muck up because it all goes towards my School Certificate. Bleh.
Oh & Greece lost against Australia which is kinda sukky coz I was going for Greece. I even painted my nails blue & white! But meh, the Blues won so I'm all good. 
I think I shall end this blog here but before I do I gotta say...
LEE YOU ROCK! He gave me his cuff coz he supposedly lost my birthday present & coz I've always loved his cuff so thank you Lee I'll treasure it lol.
<3 Shivani xx.
 
13 May

Update\\__x.

Hello my little darlings. Or not.
So what have we all been up to since I last updated my space? Yes, I don't use this space very much. Probably coz I'm almost always on myspace.com or bebo. And hardly anybody likes me on here anyway. If you're one of the few that do, show some love.
One of the things I have taken some care to notice is that YOUR is the new UR or YOU'RE. Funny 'tis. I also made some other amazing discoveries which escape me at the moment. So why do people say "your" instead of the regular and normal "you're"? Is it the new "in" thing? Or is it merely their spelling error. Well whatever the reason, it's everywhere and people even mean to type it that way which is kind of lame to me.
Oh and also why do people say "HEART" on MSN and in blogs and what not? I mean, it's not as if they go around saying, "I heart you, do you heart me?" And it's weird, on MSN some people write, "i heart you ____". Like what the fuck? They just made two hearts and yet they said "heart". I know I'm sounding very bitchy at the moment but it's not all my fault. Well not entirely. I don't know who's fault it is but it's not mine. Jeez I also sound a bit random.
Well on another note, one of the few people I liked from primary school wants to have a reunion after we've completed our School Certificate. I think that's a terrible idea as I didn't get on with many people from my primary. But he is convinced it will be for the good so whatever. Anyway he sent emails to people from the both of us which I thought was very rude of him although half the people replied. I wish they didn't. I don't wanna see them again but as my friends tell me now, I could go back and think about how happy I am that I don't have to put up with them anymore. That sentence didn't really make sense did it. Oh well. But hey, if I go I get to see Paul again and he is looking damn fine now  Lol jeez I'm pathetic.
Anywho, it's also my birthday in 6 days from today. I'm so excited. Sort of. My parents are super-cool and they're getting me a new phone  Well I had a choice between a digital camera of my choice and a phone and I must admit it was a pretty tough decision but I went with the phone as it can do black and white photos which I absolutely love <3  < see it isn't one of them red hearts
But yes.... Oh and tomorrow [mother's day], Sam and Nikki have invited Amy and I to their youth group. So we're gonna go. And no Amy, I'm not going because of ****** ******. Jeez, people these days
Lol well that's it from me dearies. Sorry if you wasted your time reading this.
Love love,
<3 Shivani xx.
22 April

name 10 friends..

NAME 10 FRIENDS:
1) Amy
2) Samantha
3) Nikki
4) Daniel
5) Kylie aka k-eye-lee
6) Tarra
7) Sarah A
8) Lee
9) Arash aka cockrash
10) Nadia

WHICH FRIEND IS THE...

Funniest-umm this is hard lol ut i'd say either amy,daniel,sarah a or lee
Nicest-all...but espcially maybe nikki
Weirdest-LOL amy by far && kylie
Prettiest-oh sexay kylie && amy nah but seriously? umm not sure maybe tarra with her mad pink fringe...it suits her...oh hang on she dyed it aye for work experience
Girliest-probably amy or nadia
Hottest-LOL amy nah umm no one [sorry!] but if i had to, i'd go daniel

RANDOM QUESTIONS
Name an inside joke with 2-good question.. OH if amy's there then samanfa puts her hand over her head like *whoosh* && i'm the only one there that gets it..so i feel special

Tell me something about 10-nadia!! i  her! lol well she's going out with mat && arash wants her && we're gonna go to the next linkin park concert together

Would you makeout with 7?-LOL haha funny how sarah is #7...she's my kinky lesbian partner && we're getting married at coles but no i wouldn't sorry sarah lol

If you went in your yard and number 5 was there would you be suprised?-LOL yeh i would be surprised if k-eye-lee ended up in my yard..considering she doesn't know where i live lol

Can you picture 3 & 6 having kids?-OMG LOL i'm sorry i found that question so funny as nikki && tarra just happen to be numbers 3 && 6...yes well nikki would be hilarious as a mum && tarra...mother tarra is all i have to say...

Ever seen 9 naked?-..the question is do i want to see arash naked. i've seen him being dacked though which woz way not pretty

Do you like 10?-yeah of course, as a friend lol

Is 1 funny?-LOL i am seriously starting to think i rigged this quiz...well the things me && amy do together;; of course she's fucking funny

Is 2 your best buddy?-she's one of my best mates...

Does 8 like llamas?-lol k i don't think i rigged this anymore...i'm not sure, maybe

Would you kiss 5?-LOL k-eye-lee my kinky mate.......as kinky as i am sorry sweetie no.

What about 7?-lol sarah!!! i'm getting married to her so of course lol but seriously, no

Give 10 a hug?-yessss

Can 4 speak Spanish?-lol wtf no

What about Italian?-i don't think so...

Do you even care?-lol no not really

What is 5's favorite thing to do?-lol i don't know, let me ask her....well she's not answering me but i'll say when she does

Who is 1's role model?-oh God i don't know, i don't even think amy's got one

Why are you friends with 5?-coz we're awesome together && she's mad lol && quite amusing

What do you like most about 6 physically?-tarra? her many piercings?

What do you like most about 10 emotionally?-umm well i'm not too close to nads...

Has 4 ever seen you cry?-umm yeah but he doesn't know it...

Who makes you laugh the most?-all of them! except maybe cockrash lol

Who makes you annoyed? 9 lol

Is 7 EVIL?-lol sarah;; maybe who knows, but then again all my mates are evil...

Does 3 like gatorade?-God wot the fuck, i don't know?

have u seen anyone today on the list?-no
04 April

R.I.P MATT

R.I.P MATT
 
Even though I didn't really know the guy I hope he rests in peace. I just know him as the guy me && Amy raced on the walk for Lauren Huxley day. He was soooo amusing that day...&& he yelled out something to me when I was getting my bag from my roll call but I don't know what!!  which just proves that life is seriously too short && if you ever meet someone new, don't think you'll catch up or whatever with them later. Coz you might not get the chance. Jeez life is short. Never underestimate it. What the fuck am I saying? =|
Anywho...
I'm bored. && we had that maths challenge thing today. Which like no one did.
&& tomorrow's sport. Joy.
Sorry I'm not up for much today...
But I reckon the worst way to die is by your own hand. Seriously people, never ever die by your own hand. It's not worth it. Jeez what am I saying...
&& you know wot else? The people that constantly have a smile on their face die young. Like someone pointed this out to me && I believe it. Sorry, I think I've bored you too much.
So I'll stop wasting your time now.
<333
24 March

mufti yesterday/poem

well i felt twoz in need for a new blog...so here i go...
 
well school is going same old...we just started this maths challenge thing for "gifted students". i didn't know i counted. but apparently i do. it's all good...we're just doing practises though...
 
oh && we had a maths test today in which i kept seeing the number 3 so most of my answers were 3 or had something to do with the number 3. for example, 1 question said draw the figure with a 1.5 times enlargement factor && i thought it said "3 times" so i multiplied everything by 3. for some odd reason that amused my mates.
 
anywho, yesterday woz a mufti day && the walk for lauren huxley. our school got on the news! && so did arash lol he looked amusing  oh && you can check my space for pics of yesterday...there's not much though which reminds me...
me, amy, sarah, nikki, sam, cassie && her sister [liz] were walking for the walk for lauren huxley [funny that] && then we realised the people in front of us were going slow as all hell. so then amy goes [without knowing how loud she woz], "man i hate it when people walk so slow && take up the whole space. we should just push past && say excuse me important people coming through". && the year 12 guys in front of us heard that && then 1 goes to the other, "i think they wanna go past us". && he woz like, "OH they want a race? okay then let's go". && they turned around, looked at us && started walking loads fast. haha it woz sooo funny. so then me && amy left the group && raced them lol. we ended up winning of course && they thought we were oh-so amusing just coz i turned around a few times, not to look at them, but to find out where the others were. but of course they thought i loved 'em.
so then after the walk we did a stupid conga line which woz kinda funny coz we had all the metal-heads behind us && just listening to them made us amused. i think they realised. the conga line woz to get in the guiness world records...so odd...
anywho, when we were walking to our roll calls to collect our bags;; one of the year 12 guys we raced were walking && we caught sight of each other && then just cracked up laughing. && then as we walked on he turned around && yelled something at me but i didn't quite catch wot he said  ahh well...
&& then all through lunch their group kept looking at me && i don't bloody know why...but he did think i want him which is kind of wrong. meh.
 
so anyways...i shall leave you with a poem...i know there are gonna be comments that say "OH EM GEE HOW EMO!!!" well it's not emo. not really. ANYWHO i'm just gonna type it out now...
 
&& he watches the blood drip slowly down his wrist,
But yet he remains calm.
He wished he never saw her being kissed,
Coz it lead to self-inflicting harm.
 
How did he get so broken?
How did he manage to fall
&& now his blood will be a token
Of how he couldn't stand so tall.
 
"Nothing's going right", he thought.
"There's nothing worth living for."
All this time that he bought,
It's not worth it anymore.
 
He lost everyone he ever knew;;
This is why he hides.
They had his love, those only few
Their deaths have lead to his suicide
 
yeh, umm, tell me wot you think.
17 March

kinky-ness

okay so i really am sick of people saying me && amy are kinky, yes? because we're not. so fuckers;; stop.
yes so i realise it's all in a "good name" but i don't really care...it's still bloody annoying now. yes, now. not then. but now. well that's all sorted && done...
but on the same note...year 10 is starting to..get to me? all we ever do in school is study for tests or get assignments. because we don't have enough already. jeez people, we have a life outside of school! okay so many people might argue against that for me x| coz i have no life [apparently, you people shut the fuck up]  look at me go;; you would think i don't. wot the fuck did i just type? meh.
 
well anyways. before i started my rant about school i woz talking about kinky-ness. i am not a lesbian && death to madie who is so fucked in the mind. i don't care about your hardcore-ness. i don't care that you think i'm a lesbian. so maybe that last bit woz a lie. but seriously...she's not all that.
but anywho...
so we took a course in tafe, right, about teaching the yr 7's how to read. && this week we got our little tutee [wotever they're called] && my tutee-person-thingo thought i woz a lesbian coz amy woz leaning on me && i woz leaning on mat. && then he turned around coz he woz somewot near us in the quad [this is at recess] && stares at me with this odd expression on his face so i laughed. well yeh, we probably did look a tad odd coz amy woz full on on me && i woz half on mat. but anyways, the next day in roll call he woz so scared to go near me && then he says, "im a homophobic okay i'm scared of lesbians && bi people"...i woz like "rightio then..." && he goes "yeh i saw you yesterday". LOL i laughed && then explained that i'm straight [we think]  but he still didn't believe me lol. but ahh well...i'm pretty sure he knows i'm straight now...
on another note...
amy got blue && furple [purple for those unaware] hair extensions yesterday!  it's maddd...
which reminds me...
i'm getting my hair dyed or streaked or something tomorrow at the hair dresser's;; anyone got any suggestions as to wot colour would look mad with somewot dark skin?
oh && in school today, i woz like some sort of freek show...coz i can bend my foot && fingers back around 180 degrees lol. it woz so weird, i had an audience of about 20 people && i didn't even know. like wot the fuck, who does that to a person? how rude...
anywho that's all from me today...
ciao
<333
10 March

=] put smiley EVERYWHERE!

good day people how are we all? good? yes/no? brilliant.
well if you are excellent..that makes one of us reading this blog. because today woz the most shittest day this year. so, okay, it's only march but still.
1) i don't know where i'm going for work experience && it's in 4 weeks...
2) i failed english
3) our p.e assessment task woz screwed but funny looking back on it
4) stupid cockflop is fucked [he's a guy;; don't worry, don't worry]
5) i missed out on speaking to paul again [he's a guy from my primary school who has turned really attractive]
6) i woz dehydrated all day because i forgot my water bottle
7) && i spilled water everywhere
not that drastic, i know.
on another note, my room wall is knocked down because of renovations && it's gonna be finished soon
but yes.
the point of this blog wozn't to inform you about my day or about renovations...it woz to do this...
 
=]  PUT SMiLEY EVERYWHERE TO HELP HiM REACH WORLD DOMiNATiON --->   =]
 
&&
 
it is really, really amazing that only 1 person in my whole entire life has picked up on the fact that i spell most words correctly except for "was", "what" && sometimes "cool".
it's amazing because i sometimes tend to go on about how annoying it is when people misspell words. yes yes as you can tell i'm somewot [there i go again] contradictory && don't "practise wot i preach"
 
&&
 
NiKKi FOR PM    <-- help that get around the world;; write it everywhere
 
&&
 
NRL iS BACK!! GO0O0O0O THE MiGHTY SHARKS!!!
 
=]
 
just help Smiley get everywhere;; put him on everything you own && all over the interweb
02 March

..?

so wot if your boyfriend's a "rocker"...
should you change to suit him...?
 
so wot if your mate uses you...
should you tell them to fuck off...?
 
so wot if your best mate "stole your style"...
do you live with anger...?
 
so wot if your friends all break down...
do you lose all hope...?
 
so wot if you've "lost all love for yourself"...
should you go on...?
 
so wot if you'll never be perfect...
would you try anyway...?
20 February

a...moody...blog

good day everyone...how are we all?
yes yes well im in a very...umm...hurried && annoyed mood. school is just so damn annoying and its really starting to get to me [everything about it, i mean]. grr. oh well.
at the moment, im stuck here doing some sort of geography homework thats 16 bloody questions long with plotting around 30 things on a map. like wot the fuck? who does that to a person? apart from our sukki teacher of course. fuck and hell.
so. im sure youre probably wondering wot happened on valentines day with the card my mate && i were gonna send. well you might be wondering that if youve scrolled down && saw in big letters in my previous blog wondering wot to write in a card to make a girl jealous. well you might not even be wondering. but nevertheless im going to inform you anyway.
so it woz the day before valentines day right, && my mate decided to be away [noting that it woz her idea in the 1st place] && i woz left to ponder over wot the fuck to write. so i messaged her && she woz like "oh wotever i dont really care" so i thought hmm okay why not then. but i ran out of time to buy it from the school coz the bell went so all in all we never sent the card to him. very thrilling, i know.
hmm yes. im not too sure about wot else that happened. o well we have to go for effing work experience so im like trying to try the effing bank but.....i keep forgetting to go x| yeh i know. ahh well. maybe later.
ive also realised my timetable next year is going to be somewot boring. but nevertheless im not changing it lol. oh && instead of doing sport next year, im doing a tafe course. wot tafe course? i have basically no idea. okay thats not true;; maybe one in photography or a business one or a science/chemistry one. probably one of those;; most likely the photography one.
okay ive decided im not really going anywhere with my geography homework. its not really working. hmm.
fuck && hell you know wots really starting to piss me off? okay so not really starting;; been annoyed with this issue for yonks now. anyways yeh...some particular people in school. they are so Goddamn annoying. im not gonna mention any particular names in case this gets read by unwanted people. and it will. but yer im starting to generally get sick of school. well i suppose thats my life for ya. or not.
and OMG you know wot? speaking about school;; they want me && my mate to represent the yr 10s in our school in some sort of "mathematics challenge". apparently its for people who are ace at maths. hmm. well im doing it coz its gonna look good on my resume whether i pass or not
my gosh it seems like i have major PMS doesnt it. i got told that. && thats life.
at school there seems to be some sort of massive love hexagon going on. mat, daniel, arash, jesse && this guy jj want this chick nadia. jessica wants mat && jono wants jessica [but theyre going out NOW]. nadias goin out with mat who asked for daniels permission before goin out with her. daniel said, "i dont wanna be the one who stops you from going for it". so now mats going with nadz. someone started a rumor that daniel told mat not to go with her for a number of reasons. not true. so now daniels trying to find out who said all that. plus all the other guys are heartbroken. aww. got lost? i did at first. i feel sorry for them all;; && not necessarily all out of pity.
well i think i have bored you enough with this blog [if you had the energy to actually read the whole thing] so i shall get back to doing this extremely long, boring && pointless geography homework.
<333
12 February

aerobics, school && v'tines day

 

this table is wicked...its linked at the bottom

anyways back to blogging about my [boring] life.

well i'm now in year 10 && in every class all we get is lectures about the SC [school certificate for those unaware]. it's very tiring but ohhh well...

i also realised next year is gonna be very sukki for me as my whole timetable would be filled with seemingly boring subjects. hmm.

its also gonna be valentines day soon. WOT A COMPLETE WASTE OF A DAY! sorry. as you could tell im not that keen on the idea && my mates keep reminding me of the time i got a rose from some annonymous.  so wot am i gonna do for valentines day? send a rose with my mate annonymously of course. we decided every yr to cause some controversy && send a rose to someone who we hate. this yr it's a guy whose name i shall not mention in case this gets read by unwanted people. he has a girlfriend though. && i hate her. like seriously i do. she thought i wanted her boyfriend. whod want him? ew. anyways we havent decided wot to write on the card yet though. my mate said "you can do better" but that might be a bit too harsh. gah if you have an idea;; comment me.

so anyways we have to go for work experience in april. so im running around trying to find a place...i think im going to the bank though x| w00t! lol.

hmmm so wot else...? OH well we have to do aerobics as a pe assessment task which kinda sucks. but we've got the wickedest song to do it to! its a song of mine;; wannabe - zebrahead. its the cover of the spice girls song. their version so kicks ass though. except when we do it, it might turn out all gangsta-ish. not good. ahh well its still good && the teacher loves our choice the best  so yes... thats it really...

in conclusion valentines day sucks hard;; its a day for shops to make money.

 
 

ANYONE GOT ANY iDEA WOT TO WRiTE iN A VALENTiNES DAY CARD TO A GiRL'S BOYFRiEND TO MAKE HER JEALOUS?

 

Note: table from www.spaces.msn.com/punkprincessmiki

 

04 February

the stars painted my room

&&.when.you.disappear
 
into.the.dark
 
just.remember.all.the
 
 
w
h
o
r
e
s
 
you.paid
 
to.steal.the.stars
 
that.painted.my.room
 
""""""""""""""""""""
 
&&.if.you're.done.tearing.it.apart
 
i'll.thank.you.to.give.back.my.heart
 
""""""""""""""""""""
 
is.it.a.dream.or.a.memory.?.
27 January

my days

i feel so special;;  i made this table on my ownshocking, i know.

anywho im gonna type about my life now just to bore you all  well a few days ago my mate amz && i went bowling where the guy totally had a thing for her. i could type about our bowling experience for yonks now but i dont want to bore you all even more than you already are. but then we went to the mall && we met a guy called andrew that works @ woolies  haha hes a bit of an idiot that thinks we're idiots coz amy woz standing in the normal line [instead of the express line] to buy a pack of pencils. he also thinks i have a thing for him && when he said "see you girls later" i said "...or not" which kind of shocked him i think. ahh well. such is life.

and OMG i saw this guy that hates me coz he thinks i woz criticizing his mate's mother. but hes just a random as well so i dont care about them .

so then a couple days later nikki, amy, sam && i went to play tennis. that woznt exactly a thrilling experience. but oh well...then after that we went to the mall. i am never going back to the record store again coz the old guy there is a paedophile that is after my mate && gave us both discounts coz we were teenage girls. but they have wicked shit there :D oh && we saw andrew again && he really thinks im interested coz he woz full staring at me even when i turned around to see if he still woz. how amusing

in conclusion making tables isnt that hard anymore && my days were spent rather loosely but we did meet some random people. && the guy @ the bowling place gave us a 1 coupon discount for 2 bouncy balls!

DOES ANYONE ELSE THiNK THESE NEW MSN SPACES SUCK HARD?!?!?
22 January

wots up with my phone

1. What Is Your Current Ringtone?

linkin park--in the end && blink 182--i miss you [i use more than one profile]

 

2. What Is Your Current Wallpaper?

the photo i took of one of my anarchy badges.


3. Do You Own A Picture Phone?

yes a 7250i


4. If So, What Was The Last Picture You Took?

nooooo idea...i think one on new yrs eve of sams fireworks.


5. Go To Your Text Message Inbox And Type What The 10th Message From The Top Says?

"i dont think so. I'll let you know when i get back. Ha ha ha charge ha." - samanfa [dont ask x|]

 

6. How Many Contacts Do You Have On Your Phone?

78 but most have numbers under them.


7. Go To Your Missed Calls. Last Missed One Was From?
my dad x| but before that amy.


8.Who Was The Last Person You Spoke To On Your Cell Phone?

LOL my dad.


9. What Sim Card Do You Have? 
vodafone && i have 2 virgin ones for unknown randoms 'cept i lost them i think

10. At This Very Moment, How Many Bars Do You Have For Your Service/Battery?

Service = 7/7
Battery = 7/7

 

11. Who's On Your Speed Dial Number 5?

dads work lol.

 

12. Do You Have Voicemail?

LOL yeahh! you gotta hear it! its a voda one that goes "you have reached the fan club of...[insert my number]...sorry i cant take the call but if you leave a message i might find time for you" or some shit like it. its hilarious;; the voice freeks everyone out


13. How Many Contacts That Start With The Letter J Do You Have:

11 but if you count the ones i have under jasons mates;; 21. [it says j?pam or j?tash...like that]

 

&& before i end this...

DAMN YOU BAGHDATiS!!! YOURE GONNA GO DOWN iN THE QUARTER FiNALS!

RODDiCKS STiLL GOLD EVEN THOUGH HES NOT iN THE OPEN NO MORE

 

20 January

bleh some quiz

 

DESCRIBE

 

-- YOUR HERITAGE: fiji indian.

-- THE SHOES YOU WORE TODAY: my slippers

-- YOUR EYES: dark brown. i think.

-- YOUR WEAKNESS: you dont need to know.

-- YOUR FEARS: public speaking, all eyes on me, seagulls, heights.... + more.

-- SOMETHING I'D ELIMIINATE FROM THE WORLD: good question....sluts?

 

WHAT IS

-- YOUR THOUGHTS FIRST WAKING UP: mm wots the day? hmm i wonder if i got a message...

-- THE FIRST FEATURE YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX: eyes, their style, attitude. 

-- YOUR BEDTIME: psh um after 9.45? who knows..

-- YOUR GREATEST ACCOMPLISHMENT: dont remember but finding the nokia image software on the computer yesterday comes close  goes with my photography obsession...

-- YOUR MOST MISSED MEMORY: uhh a lot...most have something to do with telling people stuff before they were gone from my life for good.


YOU PREFER

-- PEPSI OR COKE:
coke.

-- MCDONALD'S OR HUNGRY JACKS: none. if i had to choose...umm which ones more healthier? ok ok ill go with maccas coz i dont eat half the stuff from hungry jacks.

-- SINGLE OR GROUP DATES: wotever...single at first.

-- ADIDAS OR NIKE:  none? if i had to choose....umm......nike, i think?

--CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA: chocolate i guess...dont care.

-- CAPPUCCINO OR COFFEE: cappuccino!

 

IN THE PAST MONTH DID/ HAVE YOU

-- DRANK ALCOHOL:
let me think.....nope.

-- SMOKE(D): nah.

-- DONE A DRUG: lol everyones done a drug...but no not that kind of drug.

-- HAD SEX: nope.

-- GONE ON A DATE: psh no.

-- GO TO THE MALL: hell yeah.

-- EATEN SUSHI: eww no.

-- BEEN ON STAGE: i dont think so...

-- BEEN DUMPED: no.

-- GONE SKATING: no i wish.

-- MADE HOMEMADE COOKIES: uhh no...

-- DYED YOUR HAIR: nah i wish;; gotta get it coloured again.

 

HAVE YOU EVER


-- FLOWN ON A PLANE: of course.

-- MISSED SCHOOL BECAUSE IT WAS RAINING?: yeah

-- TOLD A GUY/GIRL THAT YOU LIKED THEM?: yeh...indirectly lol.

-- CRIED DURING A MOVIE?: yup.

-- EVER THOUGHT AN ANIMATED CHARACTER WAS HOT?: psh no.

-- HAD AN IMAGINARY FRIEND: yes

-- BEEN ON STAGE?: of course.
.
-- CUT YOUR HAIR: lol yeh dont remind me.

-- HAD CRUSH ON A TEACHER?:  eww no.

-- PLAYED A GAME THAT REQUIRED REMOVAL OF CLOTHING?: ...maybe...

-- BEEN TRASHED OR EXTREMELY INTOXICATED: ah no.

-- BEEN CAUGHT "DOING SOMETHING": LOL no. people have thought that though...long story.

-- BEEN CALLED A TEASE: no.

-- GOTTEN BEATEN UP?: no.

-- BEEN IN A FIGHT: not a physical one;; come close though.

 

THE FUTURE


-- AGE YOU HOPE TO BE MARRIED: by 27.

-- NUMBERS AND NAMES OF CHILDREN: ...uhh no. no kids. i dont think. maybe not. no.

-- DESCRIBE YOUR DREAM WEDDING: psh i dunno;; my partner would be there though. OH OH && amy has to say some line to him. SHE PROMiSED. man thats gonna be fun/funny  sorry im getting carried away...

-- HOW DO YOU WANT TO DIE?: quickly && painlessly. hopefully in my sleep.

-- WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?: umm photographer, pharmacist, accountant;; 2 of them would be fine

-- WHAT COUNTRY WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO VISIT?: america!  && spain [with amy]!  && canada!  && maybe other parts of europe like italy, greece, etc...

 

OPPOSITE SEX


-- BEST EYE COLOR: brown?

-- BEST HAIR COLOR: black or brown..

-- SHORT OR LONG HAIR: in the middle i guess...does it matter? wotever makes him attractive.

-- BEST HEIGHT: taller than me. but thats not very hard;; im short as.

-- BEST WEIGHT: uhh...average?

-- BEST FIRST DATE LOCATION: somewhere with energy.

-- BEST FIRST KISS LOCATION: somewhere no one can see.

 

NUMBER OF

-- NUMBER OF PIERCINGS: just my ears...getting it done again [x5] soon though.

-- NUMBER OF TATTOOS: nada.

-- NUMBER OF TIMES MY NAME HAS APPEARED IN THE NEWSPAPER?: few times.

-- NUMBER OF SCARS ON MY BODY: o i dunno...above 6 i think;; lost count.

-- NUMBER OF THINGS IN MY PAST THAT I REGRET: a fair bit.
 

FAVORITES

-- SHAMPOO:
o garnier i think.

-- FAV COLORS: blue, black, silver.

--DAY/NIGHT: night.

--SUMMER/WINTER: winter

-- LACE OR SATIN: psh none....if i had to choose...no i seriously cant...umm satin if i woz pressured to choose.

-- FAVE CARTOON CHARACTER: gah i dunno!!

-- FAVE FOOD: chocolate.

-- FAVE SPORT: i hate sport!! meh tennis, nrl?


RIGHT NOW

-- W---WEARING: ...clothes.

ddd----DRINKING: nothin.

--------THINKING ABOUT: how many more questions are in this friggin thing.

--------LISTENING TO: tv, my mum talkin on the phone.

 

IN THE LAST 24 HRS


-- CRIED: yea dont ask.

-- WORN JEANS: no.


-- MET SOMEONE NEW ONLINE: hell yeh;; at least 6 add me a day damnit.

-- DONE LAUNDRY: nope.

-- DROVE A CAR: nup.

-- TALKED ON THE PHONE: yes.

 

FRIENDS AND LIFE


-- DO YOU EVER WISH YOU HAD ANOTHER NAME?: sometimes...

-- DO YOU LIKE ANYONE?: as in want? psh fuk that.

-- WHICH ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS ACTS THE MOST LIKE YOU?: amy! well we have similar qualities...she iS my best mate after all...

-- WHO HAVE YOU KNOWN THE LONGEST OF YOUR FRIENDS?: good question.

-- WHO DO YOU HANG AROUND THE MOST?: apart from myself...uhh...sam, nikki, amy [socially && in school].

-- WHAT'S THE BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD?: happiness!  when you hear a song you absolutely love && being "loved" x|

 -- WORST FEELING? getting rejected...oooo worse;; getting rejected in front of people.

 


19 January

can you read the text?

...well...i didnt think i'd get that many comments about the whole emo thing x| ahh well;; life goes on...
also, just quickly, i have to add in this...
GO ANDY RODDiCK;; GO KiCK ASS && WiN THE AUSSiE OPEN
mm yes. hes a real good player [also hot <3] && he would deserve to win && hopefully he does.
well well lets see, do i have anything useful to blog about? psh isnt it obvious;; no. i never do. so i shall continue with this blog about my hip&&happening life [yes dont ask].
damnit back to school in.......1 week && 5 days for me [coz im a peer support leader thingo].
hang on i just got a message.....o its from amy. && i just sent a long reply. ok im really bored so im gonna type out amys text message in my blog;; its nothin too exciting though  besides i doubt any of youz would be able to read it;; i barely can. && she can barely read mine as we have a lot to say && we try to fit it in 160 characters.
so here goes her message..
"Yo adrw gt bt crly hr :p gv ma tx fyl # rly l8 dnt 4gt :s wna go bwln nxt wk? I kn gt thr :D did u go 2 d msq shp @ svo? U stl wma ply tnis dir wk? Thk i kn :o"
there we go i copied it out straight from my phone  can anyone actually understand it? tell me if ya can
lol i'd copy out my reply but i cant be fucked any more.
anyways as i woz saying back to school;; joy  year 10;; more joy. ahh well i got my school bag;; its white && its a billbong  meh its good enough.
LOL i got 9 new ties yesterday  my mums mate gave them to me lol. why? i do not know but im not complaining.
yes yes well i just got back from watching dr. phil where some womans husband didnt appreciate how hard stay-at-home mums work or some shit. wotever it woz;; it woz quite amusing. anyways i think i shall end this blog coz i wanna go eat lunch lol.
so, so long fellow space hoppers..
<333
16 January

emo;; my views

emo music woz before: emotional hardcore.
now people have decided to rename it: emotional rock.
right this entry is for people who love to label me/other people emo && say its disappointing that they are.
in your mind;; wot exactly makes up an "emo person"? because some people reckon its all about crying && saying their life sucks. i disagree with this.
emo is an now an on-going trend that many believe is a new one.
its not.
emo's have been around for yonks now;; years. at first it woz all about the music but now, in the modern times, people have seemed to change it to including cutting yourself and saying things such as "my life sucks i want to die i wish i were dead". this is a mock, in my mind.
&& then there are the type of people that get labelled "emo" && believe they are really not when the majority of people that know them, if not all, are convinced they are. the person being labelled becomes most disappointed with this result && tends to break down && complain [in some cases;; moreso]. i believe that they deny they are seemingly emo because they werent opting for that style at all;; but more punk or goth.
then there are the type that reckon emo people are attention seekers && all cut their wrists for attention. some emo people dont even cut themselves. it doesnt make them any less emo. how did cutting yourself become so big, anyway?
also, back in the day, emo's were quite a small group indeed. it woznt supposed to go full mainstream && attract the mainstreamers as it does today. emo's as a group have suddenly expanded && the emo haters;; moreso.
also;; apparently [according to someone who shall remain nameless];; emo is not about the music && the personality anymore...its suddenly gone to include your dressing, your appearance && wot your views are on this matter. 
these days some people believe that you can be anything you want to be;; && begin to be obsessed with the punk culture. these amazed people think that they are so hardcore wearing supre's 'punk' clothes && start to create the idea that they, themselves, are punk. why do people go for punk? some believe it is because punk music is more upbeat, cool && sane than the other types of guitar driven music. who really knows.
in conclusion i dont think some emo's are all that bad && to judge them as a whole group is somewot demeaning && lame, plus everyone really needs to get over hating emo's && mocking them.
&& i also realise i am probably going to be hated && labelled with this blog but i really dont care anymore;; go right on ahead;; just make sure you leave a valid space address that i could comment you on.
wot you all have to remember is that wot i have typed in this blog is all opinionated && not necessarily correct.
 
This person's network is empty (or maybe they're keeping it private).

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